The.Epicentre.In.Life

Tired..

2006-12-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

aiks.. back from work edi..
holidays u ppl think yea,
i need to help my mum out in her office..
no money, and 8 to 8 at nite somemore..

and my charger is down again..
the wire got bitten off by my rabbit,
so for this time, dun sms me first,
u ppl can just wait for me to come on9
at nite to IM me..

And do you all know that the forum
is coming.. rude just made it,
and now itz under construction..
so, just wait for its release,
it will be any sooner.. =)

Okay larh.. need to go.

SpM = OVER

2006-12-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

finally spm is OVER.
i mean, it's over on monday..
but still, life's gonna take a turn..
once again in my life..

that monday,
straightaway after spm, went to OU..
then watch 007 till 9 something..
okay larh.. but some part a lil fake..
then yesterday went to cc..
then all go rud's hse played smackdown..
come back then watch tv..
then midnite need to go out,
fetch mummy back from airport..
from china.. its already 5 days....
then by 3am HIT home.. yeah !!
slept by 4 plus.. woke up today at 9

but it's been a long time i havent get
a good night sleep..
since spm, i've only about 5 hours
to sleep, if i'm that lucky..

* yawn........ erm

2006-11-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

aha.. physics is .. finished!!
now i've got nothing to do with physics..
i'll forget everything about it.. hahah
paper1 super easy la.. if not for careless mistakes,
itz 50/50 d.... stupid pascal fella.. put as the first option..
paper2 is crazy.. 3 is an 'okay-la..'.. you know.. just that..

tomoro got chemistry.. 4hours to midnite now..
nervous nervous.. erm..what i gonna do after SpM..
a lot i think.. i scared too much..
then i'll be missing out a lot of important things
in my life... kick that ns thing.. stupid programme
waste 3mths of my life.. like wenpeng said..
" can get KING SCOUTS lo.." =.=
yea.. if i no need go, i'll sure join u...

i dont have that much time for everything actually..
must do this and that.. haiz.. yea la.. life MARH...
actually korean dramas not bad also ..
watched some ady.. now i start watching a lot..
a lot of dramas.. influence from many ppl who
call me to watch.. yea.. i'm watching now also..
it's something called.... wedding i think......

Over and away..!

2006-11-17T10:23:00.000+08:00

okay.. accounts is officially over.

pheuuw... crazy man.

especially paper2..
i haven't see one exam paper before,
this is the first.. and it's damn chaotic..
messy la the way i do...
when i first saw the spm timetable,
i almost laugh,
whos gonna take two and half hours to finish it wei..
so spm time........

start : 1400 / 2:00 pm

first question...
finish.. *looks at the time.. 3.30 !!

whattheheck..

1st ques : 1 and half hour
2nd ques : 15 minutes
3rd ques : 15 minutes
4th ques : 15 minutes
5th ques : 15 minutes

so, the timetable shud be like this ah??

then second ques..
did lots of mistakes.. correcting correcting
then went out of paper..
*hand waving frantically

then the so-called-pengawas
with the ' i'm gonna try my best to help you ' kind of look
then the long-awaited words out of her mouth..
.........................." takde kertas la "

O.o ??

what ?! nvm..
i remember kunci kirakira can do in lejar..
fine.. then do do do do do...
then relook at ques.. [ tunjukkan modal kerja. ]
habis... one ques gone.. so is the 3rd ques also..

stupid la.. shudnt have taken acc..
but maybe next time got use also..

ah.. dun care edi.. later go zZzZz..

Don't Want To Lose It Again

2006-11-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

i guess we've been silent
justifies what we've been through
unbiased as how you see it to be
saying that you know it all
taking half the truth with you
while apart of it slipped away
as time made things harder
never i've the chance to tell you
that many things laid buried in me
that i fell in love with you
obviously i'm in pain
spelling life without you
all over again
yet torn between my feelings
i'm trying to take with me
living on borrowed time every moment
overwhelming emotions taking me out
vanity isn't valid anymore
even to this day
you're not reading my intentions
over the distance of us now
uncertain of what destiny may bring us
complications filled in the space
hating to admit it, to see you go
adjuring every single day to
relive those meaningful minutes
meaning what i've said in the past
as you may still find it hard to believe
in something you've not given a chance for
nourishing you with the tenderness of love
expressing everlasting support in you
listening to your heart content
in sharing all your pain and joy
eloping from all that make you cry
when things decide to take a turn

Just A Moment

2006-11-07T12:53:00.000+08:00

cant sleep last night... dunno why
just cant shut eyes..
maybe thinking bout something
feelings that i left untouched
it's like my soul got lifted off my body
feeling ... lifeless, cant breathe
yet cant bring myself up
wanna lie down the grass
looking at the stars
then fell asleep under
the charming moonlight

then suddenly feel like
going to school this morning
late but it's rka day
it's nothing special

came back with no electricity

blogging with a heavy feeling

#All or Nothing.

2006-11-07T12:32:00.000+08:00

O-Town Lyrics

O-Town Music Codes

Music Codes by SongArea.com

I know when he's been on your mind
that distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over

It's not the way i choose to live
and something somewhere's got to give
as sharing this relationship gets older , older

You know i'd fight for you
but how can i fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you , now i want to best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

chorus
cause i want it all or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom, it's now or never
is it all, or are we just friends
is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
you leave me here, with nothing at all

there are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart but i don't show it,show it
and then there's times you look at me
as though i'm all that you can see
there's times i don't believe it's right, i know it, know it

don't make me promises
baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you
it's time for show and tell

CHORUS
cause i want it all or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom, it's now or never
is it all, or are we just friends
is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
you leave me here, with nothing at all

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
nowhere, inside, for me in your life

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall its now or never

(key change)
Is it all or nothing at all
Theres no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom, it's now or never
Is it all, or are we just friends
Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
You leave me here, with nothing at all

Is it all or nothing at all
Theres no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom, it's now or never
Is it all, or are we just friends
Is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
You leave me here, with nothing at all

Again and again

2006-11-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

godknowswhy and dontaskmethis.just suddenly feel... weird. Maybe
a lil emo. feel like recalling some memories.. though never really intend to remember them..

i lived for 17 yrs and 3 mths. So this is the short summary of my life
( but pls, don't summarizze the rest of my time on earth..)

yr:

0-1 : dun remember.. but my mum said i dont use pacifier.. uuuh
2 : learn to take the first step of my life
3 : wanders around aimlessly
4 : kindergarten, already noe abc but not 123
5 : got complains from kdgt socalledheadmistress that i'm naughty

6 : naughty boy cried before some presentation. finally got the guts from idunnowho and stood like a stone on the stage.
7 : primary school. bunch of cute mischiefs everywhere.
8 : learnt how to play catching, iceandfire etc etc
9 : pts.. stacks of books higher than myself. but still didnt make it.mad at first, then realised it's blessing in disguise. position-in-cls shot to second.
10 : knows nothing bout life, continues to study till i've got my first specs.Quits piano after failing. still regretting it until now.

11 : crazy enough to get first in the entire std 5.90+ for everything except science. got 100 for it. joined competition, lost when supposed to win coz all smart fella went to play hideandseek when teacher announced bout compett.. left christianity cause have nothing to believe in. would like to rejoin now.
12 : gave away my position all thx to the brilliant idea of the current pm that time ( mahathir.. ) for his infamous " satu rumah satu komputer ". still manage to get 5A's.

13 : secondary school. first thought that it's too big for no good reason. liked a clsmate.first love. cls isolated, yet happening. beside pbsm room. got countless 'class terbersih' and won at last.
14 : school suddenly turned small when turned into smugglinglord. results dropped like crazy. decides to get over it cause i'm not that desperate to have a gf. or i dont remember.
15 : same cls with wenpeng after talking to him for a yr during his prefects probation in form2. another happening cls. studied last minute for pmr but still made it. 7A's. for no reason liked three gals on the same yr. noticed HER but no feelings yet.great scouts campfire. worked under three departments at the same time. wheuuus.. but it's still fun. met waicheen after three years.

16 : results dropped 20% overall. assumed it's time to relax. lazy to go for any troop meeting but attended campfire. have fun overall. actually got to enjoy the campfire night, but ended up joining wenpeng and yuenherng behind blockD after heard whistles while feeding kitty off-duty. intruders were frens but nonscouts. accidentally scared them away with the whistles. scouters asked but pretended not to noe. mastered a few games ( com, ps2, etcetc). suddenly fell in love with Her.

17 : got over It. bought my laptop. dreaded at the thoughts of exams. traded answers with everyone. posttrials leak. got more answers. =P heart still single but not looking at any other gals.Heart went to zZz. taking spm with current trials result 4A's some B's and C's but no D. feeling a lil tired now.

All I Have To Give

2006-11-06T11:40:00.000+08:00

i'm supposed to study my accounts now...

i don't think i've got that much time left, considering i only started during hari raya.

8 hours to finish the whole form 5 acc.Not bad.. still got form4... dun ask me what i did for the past two years. cause :

i only study once in a month
i dont take any tuition for any of my 11 subjects
90% of the time i daydream when i'm supposed to be studying
i hardly do my homework
when the teacher talks, i talk too

spm's stalking me around the corner. and i shall be prepared to face him armlessly.

so, shall God bless me, i'll do my usual move. to relax. to have snacks. to socialize. to annoy.counter-espionage

and i shall pass this obstacle with a victory and some celebrations.

reaping in some benefits first before GodKnowsWho decides whether i shall

collect my bounty for slaying spm
got slain instead if his spawns decide to take revenge on me(the results la..)

but that would be until april then if i'm to face the Reaper. armlessly again.

then i shall be welcoming him politely then point out SPM as KaH UiP.

then pray in hope that he will be that stupid to believe me and then take out spm,

for once and for all, till death still can't do us part.. haha

and be worshipped for being the savior every eleventh month of the year.

okay, cut the crap.

i'm sleepy. westlife is on. and i dont say the 'F' word more than three times in a year.i'm a good guy.

Personal.IQ.Score

2006-11-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

The Super IQ Test

Thinking Style : Numerical Logician

Your IQ score is 125. This means that you are smarter than 95.0% of all other Super IQ test takers.

This number is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on the Tickle Super IQ Test.

But there's more to intelligence than a single number, a single score, or a single label. Tickle uses 8 distinguishable dimensions of intelligence in the Super IQ Test. By analyzing your individual scores on those 8 scales, we are able to look beyond the raw IQ score into how you process information, and which intellectual strengths you're best at.

Your test results indicate that the way you process information makes you a Numerical Logician.

You're exceptionally strong in mathematics and exceptionally good at using logic to solve problems. Let's put it this way — you have a way with numbers and can probably apply reason to anything and come out on top. Your spatial abilities (ability to understand the relationship between objects and physical space) are also very strong, and you can easily understand things on a complex, abstract level. There is very little — if anything — you can't do, but you are probably known for your unusually strong numerical abilities.

This set of strengths allows you to pick up scientific or mathematical information easily. Your incredible attention to detail and your enviable organizational skills support your aptitude for specific, numbers-oriented subject matter. You are less aware of individual vocabulary words and so anything presented in a visual — rather than auditory or expository — manner will be easier for you to understand.

Here's an example of your Numerical Logician thinking skills at work in a real-life situation:

You go to a museum with a bunch of friends to see an exhibit chronicling the development of critical inventions over time. Your friends marvel at the ingenuity of the inventors, and wonder how they could ever have conceived such incredible innovations. You, on the other hand, can easily imagine how the inventions work and how they came to be because your mind just naturally thinks that way. You explain to your friends how the inventors might have assessed particular problems and then figured out how to solve them with their inventions. It hadn't occurred to your friends to look at an invention like a solution to a problem and they are grateful that you helped them understand.

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Spatial Ability

You scored 99 out of 100. You use spatial ability to judge the relationship between objects and physical space, like a parked car and the width of the road. It is also what helps you visualize a room when you are decorating or rearranging furniture.

Here's a question that required high spatial ability to solve:

Which is the odd one out?

Here's the answer: The thunderbolts in A, B, and C are all going in the same way, but the one in D is actually a flipped version of the rest.

In every-day life, you use this ability when you drive or even when you are walking through a packed crowd (so that you don't run into other people!). Some people actually use this ability to help them with non-physical things. If they are trying to understand a situation, they might think of the words as shapes that they need to negotiate.

Compared with others, your spatial abilities are very high. This means that you have a very strong sense of how things exist in physical space.

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Mechanical Ability

You scored 99 out of 100. Mechanical ability is what helps you understand how machines and tools work. Someone with a good amount of mechanical ability probably has an innate understanding of physics. High mechanical skill is also associated with a high degree of precision and practical thinking.

Here's a question that required high mechanical ability to solve:

Which object will fall faster? A 8 x 11 piece of paper or a peanut? Both weight the same amount.

A. The piece of paper
B. The peanut
C. It is impossible to know

The paper will encounter more resistance than will the peanut, and so it will fall more slowly. The peanut will fall faster and so the correct answer is B.

In every-day life, mechanical ability comes in handy when anything in the house breaks, or when you have to purchase something that requires physical assembly. It is also helpful in finding solutions to physical problems, such as determining how to build a pulley to bring water out of a well.

Compared with others, your mechanical abilities are very high. This means that you have a very strong mechanical ability.

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Numerical Ability

You scored 96 out of 100. You use numerical ability when you spot a numerical pattern or solve a numerical equation. Here's a question that assessed your numerical ability:

Which number completes the series? 1, 3/2, 2, 5/2, ?

Here's the answer: 3

In every-day life, you use the ability to calculate a tip at a restaurant, or estimate taxes on a purchase. Everyone has this ability to a greater or lesser extent.

Compared with others, your numerical ability is very high. This means that you have no problem processing numbers.

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Visual Ability

Your score is 93 out of 100. Visual ability allows you to accurately visualize all aspects of an object for the purposes of recreating it, the way painters do. It's also what you use to imagine a scene from a novel or a story someone tells you — the ability to accurately reproduce reality in the mind's eye.

Here's a question that required high visual ability to solve:

Which of the images below is a perfect square?

Here's the answer: Eyeballing it, you can see that image A is the square with identical length and height, and so the correct answer is A.

In every-day life, visual ability is what you use when creating original art. In order to reproduce an object on canvas (as painters do) you have to be able to accurately represent the dimensions of those objects in the picture. Getting the accurate perspective and depth is easiest for someone with a strong visual ability.

Compared with others, your visual ability is very high. This means that you have a very strong visual ability.

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Logical Ability

Your scored 90 out of 100. Logical ability is what you use when determining whether or not something makes sense. You rely on logic when analyzing an argument, step-by-step. This ability also contributes to your aptitude for recognizing underlying patterns.

Here's a question that required high logical ability to solve:

Mary loved pink flowers more than she loved red ones. She didn't like orange flowers at all, and while she liked yellow flowers, she couldn't say that she really loved them. Which of these is true?

A. She liked red flowers less than orange flowers
B. She liked yellow flowers more than red flowers
C. She liked pink flowers more than yellow flowers
D. She liked orange flowers more than pink flowers

Here's the answer: She liked yellow flowers but didn't love them; however, she did love pink and red ones - pink more than red. Thus far the order of preference is pink, red, yellow. But she liked orange least of all, which means the new order is pink, red, yellow, orange. This means that she liked red more than orange (which makes option A not true). She liked yellow less than red (which makes option B not true). She liked pink more than yellow, which makes option C true, and she liked orange less than any of the flowers, which makes option D not true. Therefore, the correct answer is C.

In every-day life, you might use this ability to figure out the best route to the store, or to figure out the best deal when choosing between a couple items to buy. Everyone has a certain ability to use logic to solve problems. Some are better at it than others, however.

Compared with others, your logical ability is high. This means that you are a pretty consistently logical person.

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Organizational Ability

Your organizational ability score is 88 out of 100. Organizational ability is what allows you to organize and arrange information effectively, be precise, and proofread carefully.

Here's a question that required high organizational ability:

Which of the following character strings is the closest match to 8,392,211,109?

Here's the answer: The correct answer is B. Try reading each of the answer options not as numbers, but rather as a string of characters; when you do so, you will find that B has the fewest mismatches, position for position, in the string of characters. See below (mismatches highlighted in red):
Original string:
8,392,211,109

Answer A:
8,382,311,119

3 mismatches

Answer B:
8,3925211,129

2 mismatches

Answer C:
8,39,2211,208

4 mismatches

Answer D:
8,329,211,108

3 mismatches

In every-day life, organizational ability is what you use to proofread a paper or organize a messy desk. Coming up with an organizational system for keeping track of things comes easy to those who are high in this ability. It is a highly practical skill.

Compared with others, your organizational ability is high. This means that you have a strong organizational ability.

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Abstract Reasoning Ability

Your score is 86 out of 100. With abstract reasoning you can think on multiple levels and see relationships between ideas that are not easily apparent. When you're using your abstract reasoning skills, you draw on both external logical and creative sources of information to come up with your solution.

Here's a question that required high abstract reasoning ability to solve:

What comes next in the sequence?

A.

B.

C.

Here's the answer: The progression from one figure to the next is the addition of 1/2 of the previously added box. So the first figure is one box; the second figure is the first box plus a box 1/2 of its size; the third figure is the previous two boxes plus a box 1/2 of the last added box's size. Therefore the final figure (the question mark) should be the third figure plus a box 1/2 of the last added box. The correct answer is B.

In every-day life, abstract reasoning ability is used to understand complex, multi-layered situations, sometimes involving the associations and relationships between two seemingly different sets of information. For example, imagine someone who has taken piano lessons and was taught that the skill was more easily obtained when she pointed out her struggles to her teacher. She was able to learn from them and improve. This same woman then takes writing lessons and again makes her mistakes obvious so that the instructor can suggest changes and she can improve.

Compared with others, your abstract ability is high. This means that you have a strong abstract ability.

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Verbal Ability

Your verbal ability score is 62 out of 100. Verbal ability means having an expansive range of vocabulary, being able to use it, and feeling a desire to add to it. It is also what allows you to comprehend the relationships and subtle difference between words.

Here's a question that required verbal ability:

The opposite of acute is:

A. Severe
B. Incisive
C. Dull
D. Flamboyant

The opposite of the word acute, meaning sharp or finely tuned, is dull, so the correct answer is C.

In every-day life, verbal ability is essential to being able to interpret written materials. It's also valuable for communication — the more vocabulary words you know, the more precisely you may be able to convey your point.

Compared with others, your verbal ability is high. This means that you have a strong verbal ability.

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